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February 19, 2011

100TH POST = LAST POST

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assalamualaikum....

i am happy that this is the hundredth post in my blog kesayangan...
but i am sad cuz i bliv i will not be writing anymore after this....
why??
cuz i see that there's no point in writing anymore...
let me tell u a history...
once upon a time(ceyh,, cam citer lame)
i'm da one that u can call internet surfer...(name nak gempak jer...xpelah, last post kot)
then i met a few blogs that inspired me just with their writings...
i want to be like them...
to inspire people without even spitting a word...
to give tazkirah with a mesmerizing way...
to give precaution using kalamullah in a suitable way...
i wanna be like them...
i tried and tried... but i can't...
i realised that not everyone can be what they wanted to be...
but at least i'm trying...
within these 100 posts...

as i struggled with thorns and storms in my life...
i looked back at my writings and what i'm writing is merely nothing....
i put no feelings into it...
i put no motive into it...
and i put nothing except just a thought of me, the weak...
if only i know that i am actually wasting my time writing unnecessary stuff in my beloved blog...
i wouldn't even dare to create it...

lastly,
to those who read, thank u very much...
and to those who didn't read, thank you also(at least u didn't waste ur time reading unbeneficial words from me)
and to Mr. Blog....
i'll be missing u....
i'm not going to delete u from this world...
i'm just not going to write...
until i'm ready to write again...
and until i'm fit enough to write again...
and also until i'm full of things to share again...

and till that day... i'm off.
p/s: tq mr. blog for giving me your shoulder. this is a song for u.(lagu ciplak ngan senior)

Semalam kita...
seriang kicau burung camar
mengharapkan sesama
ku dibelai manja..

Di saat ini
aku kesepian keseorangan..
Kau tiada lagi
lerai tawamu
hilang ditelan masa...

Kini kau dan aku
jauh terpisah
entah bila dan di mana
kita kan bersua...

Akan kuharapkan...
agar kau bahgia
biarpun ku tiada lagi disisi...
selamanya.......

Oh teman....


February 6, 2011

help...


*please leave me alone... u're making my life worst*



~please,please,and please leave now if u're not going to stay forever~

January 29, 2011

i saw.i heard.i speak

asssalamualaikum w.b.t

sudah agak lama x mengepos di sini...
bukan kerana tiada cerita untuk di share...
bukan kerana malas nak menulis...
mungkin kerana sebab xde org nak baca rapuanku di sini(gaya sebak...sob3)
tapi sebenarnya kerana takder masa la inche2 sumer...

mula masuk sem 2(biarpun dah sebulan) yang mula nak hectic(biarpun baru sebulan) dan beserta dengan meeting yg bersambung2... dengan tanggungjawab yg bertambah2... dengan homework yang tak pernah putus2 menghantui diri penulis... dengan prasaan malas tahap gabannya... bercampur dengan emosi yg x berapa stabil... perfected with masalah mental yg x kronik langsung...*perfected-quoted from faris m10L=P

dalam 'sedikit' kesibukan itu... penulis melihat dunia... melihat watak2 yang berlakon didalamnya... melihat perwatakan2 watak2 tersebut... melihat latar2 ciptaan tuhan... melihat bagaimana persoalan2 diterbitkan dari perwatakan watak2... terlalu banyak untuk diungkapkan disini apa yang telah penulis lihat... hanya kerana penulis di kurniakan rahmat sepasang mata yang mampu melihat pemberian Pencipta penulis...

dalam 'sedikit' kesibukan itu juga, penulis mendengar ragam manusia... mendengar luahan rasa hati yang kurang berpuas hati... mendengar pujukan dunia yang x henti2... mendengar bisikan rasa yang x kurang hebatnya... mendengar kata-kata berhikmah yg mampu memuhasabah diri penulis sendiri... mendengar ilmu2 yg mampu penulis dengar(klau x tertidur la...=P) juga mendengar perbualan2 hebat malah perdebatan2 hangat antara insan bergelar hamba... hanya kerana penulis dikurniakan nikmat sepasang telinga yg mampu mendengar pemberian Pencipta penulis sendiri...

dalam 'sedikit' kesibukan itu pula, penulis menuturkan kata2... menuturkan kata2 sia2 yg hanya mampu penulis kesali pabila mengenangnya..... menuturkan ayat2 biasa seorang hamba... menuturkan ajakan2 menuju destinasi... menuturkan bisikan2 menambah mahupun mengurangi motivasi... dan tidak lupa menuturkan ayat-ayat cinta dari Pencipta penulis... hanya kerana penulis dianugerahkan sebuah nikmat berupa lidah dan mulut yang dipinjamkan kepada penulis oleh Penciptanya sendiri...

jika penulis mampu menulis segala nikmat yang Pencipta penulis beri kepada penulis dan juga kepada umat manusia... nescaya hancur luluh dahulu tubuh penulis sebelum sempat penulis catitkan semuanya... cukup banyak yang pastinya... jika Pencipta penulis melupakan penulis mahupun sesaat, tidak mampu lagi penulis hidup rasanya... mana mungkin penulis hidup tanpa nikmat Penciptanya... itu untuk kita renungkan sejenak...

kita bergembira, bersukaria, bersedih dan berduka dalam masa 24 jam sehari, 7 hari seminggu, 30 hari sebulan, 12 bulan setahun... dalam setiap jam itu, pernahkah kita lupa pada Pencipta.? itu untuk kita sama2 memuhasabah diri... betapa penyayang Pencipta kita, masih mengingati kita dikala kita lalai dan tersimpang haluan... Demi masa, sesungguhnya manusia itu benar2 berada dalam kerugian, kecuali mereka yg beriman dan beramal soleh, dan mereka yg berpesan2 dengan kebenaran dan berpesan2 dengan kesabaran... dimana kita? yang rugikah? atau yang beruntung?

ana tinggalkan disitu untuk direnungkan.... semoga kita sentiasa berada dalam rahmat dan perlindunganNya... amin Ya Rabb...

assalamualaikum w.b.t.




January 5, 2011

i can still smile but...


salam...
mind the title...
feeling not well, not physically, but mentally...
here goes the 1st day... and it was like... urgh~
the results of sem 1 exam is coming out one by one

...
n the marks... urgh~ again....

i've never been in this condition before when the predicted result is dfinitely far away from its target... but who knows.. Allah got better plan for me... insyaAllah, i bliv in Him...always...forever...

who knows why He gave me high fever all during final exam...
who knows why He gave me such headache during that time due to that fever....
who knows why He gave me a new teeth at the back jaw that cause the fever....
who knows why He gave me that blurry eyes due to my fever during exam phase....
who knows??

all these obstacles makes me wonder about one thing...
it is that we as human beings must accept our fate...
let bygone be bygone....
i can't use the fever-thing as excuses for my low grades....
definitely can't use it...

one more thing that i ponder upon was...
as human, we can't expect everything will go smoothly as what we planned...
there will definitely be obstacles...
it may be intangible, but it is there.....
obstacles make us tougher...
and i believe even if it doesn't make u one....
i works for me....
and for now, still having all the messy grades with at least a smile....

one quote for today....
"i can still smile but if u sense bitterness, it means i'm smiling from my heart"

till then, gudbye Mr Blog...
assalamualaikum....


January 3, 2011

a post from beloved college in a new year


salam...

just came back from Pushing Boundaries Camp and i bliv there's no word to describe it...

u should look for a word with a value of "best gilerr to the power of infinity"... hurmm...

haha~ just going to live my life in this new semester with a new spirit... may God bless me and all of us~ insyaallah~

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